Happiness

How or what is the best to desribe "happiness". Today as usual I've been wake up by abg. He'e been so nice to me. I've no idea when he did tell me that he has been waiting for years just to be friend with me. And he's so happy that he did...eventually.

He called me every morning before 6.30am. He called me everynight before 10.30pm. That a must..he admit. Well...I am so lucky. But would that mean happiness to me? Maybe yes. I don't know.

It's really hard when someone you know for many years as just a friend..came one day and told that he loves you so much. Would that be a sign of happiness too? I remember mum had told me, if you want to marry someone..mmarry who someone who're really loves you..not the one you love. That's was one of the best advise that I'll keep in my heart.

Having someone who really showed that he cares, loves and been so responssibles is really a gift. I just looked it as a gift from God. Thanks God. He came at the time, that I feel that i don't really need a 'man' in my life. I want to remain single..but he proved to me that was not a good choose. (I can't be like that).

And again...I guess I'm like to started something that I should called " a new life". Well, I'm not really happy to do this. But I'll try my best.