Be Or Not To Be

Hello.

I made a phone call today after a quite long silence. I phoned Z. Been 'away' for quite sometimes really make the relationship stronger..i guess. Less talk is better, sometimes. Its been about 4 weeks we did not keep in touch whether by phone, email or message. I am about to forget him..actually. But today...I'm the one who at last make a phone called. Even he has been called me for few times last week but he never wants to commit that he did...well..man, they will not put down their ego that easily.

Anyway, we had a short talk but nice. And we did continued online. We had a short chat as well, but very brief , I guess. It will takes time. I've made a decision not to contact or see him anymore....but its seem so hard. I don't know. I don't know....sometimes I'm feel so low, that I can't make a stand in such this simple thing.

At the end of the day...I'm happy for what I had today. I'm satisfied.

But, there's another story about abg. He called as well...and as usual, he's been so nice to me. I'm so sad, that the feeling is not right there for him. But I still want to try.
Am I that bad person?