I'm Back..!

Hello.

Firstly .. best regards to my netpals..sakura and zeeta. Hello again.
I'm sorry, I've been promised to write but been missing for quite long.

Anyway, I think it would be happen again. Hopefully.

Well. First thing...I'm still single. Not married yet.

Abg is still around. And I met Z occasionally.

Future plan ? I've hold back my plan (to get married), after my father against my relationship with abg. Even until today, I think I can't move forward and I think I'm most give up, right now.

Anyway, I'm still keep in touch with abg, even we never been out since last year. Abg had gave up his business in my hometown and been moved to another place. He had set up another kind of activities which I guess he wanted to do for so long. And I hope and pray that he will be happy for what he choosed right now.

Me ? I've been transffered. I want do some changes. I met more people now. Mingle with various types of people as well.

Z ? I met him last Thursday.

I don't know what to say, pals. Sometimes, I've been thinking that I'm so stupid in this "thing" . I mean my love life.

Is it me that so stupid or I just can't read any good sign. Or that I'm too choosy. Or I'm just too affraid to make a commitment?