Hello.

It's September already.

I've been missing this blog for months. I was busy around. Especially after been reside to new place.

I wish that I can write here more often.

By the way we have gone through half of ramadhan already. I think I am not too early to wish my freinds here "selamat hari raya". Wish all of you have made a preparation for the upcoming raya festival.

For myself, I wish that this raya will be the best one ever in my life. Even there were so many things happened in the family lately but at least I got something to celebrate.

I'm going to make a preparation for my wedding...insyaAllah. The date is still unknown. But I have few dates on my mind right now. The soonest will be beforeend of November and the latest might be early Dec. I can't wait !!

I've met abg's children. I've met his daughters and sons. The meeting was okay. I would say a successful mission. They were not like what I thought before. They were very supportive and even I can feel that I was welcoming into their circle. I just hope thay were not just acted nice in front of abg. Anyway, I want to beleive that...I must think positive.

I think it will be a busy days after this. Even abg and I were planned a very simple wedding as especially abg wanted the simplest one...but I think there still many more to do.

For myself, I just want to have a day of akad nikah and a simple ceremony a week after that. That was what I planned. There will be no dulang hantaran. No special table for the pengantin and no pelamin. It will be the simple want. I want it that way.

I want to serve my guests. Which I think most of them who are really wanted to see who is my soulmate. Some of them were waiting for ages for this special moment. Some of them were really want to see who is the man that I've been waiting or choosing. They want to see, who is the special man that make me turn down their proposal. I mean...there are few suggestion before. They are few old folks...and my father's friend been asked for my hand before.

I'm so sorry. Even this one also (abg) is not my first choice. It is just what people always say, it's fated. That would be another story. For those who were read my blog they will know. Anyway, I'm still grateful.

I love you abg. Thanks for giving me the opportunity.