Sacrifice

Salam Aidil Adha..to all.

Today is 27th November 2009. Emmm..it will be another a couple of weeks.

I'm going to be abg's wife soon.....insyaAllah. Lately, before I went to sleep, I used to looked at the ceiling and been thinking...I can't beleive...at last...we will be husband and wife.

I was at his place this evening with my uncle, aunt and cousins. I feel so free. The feeling that I was not been feel for so long since I know him. I've been feel comfortable to put our relationship undercover. I never want people to know. Even my best friend or my relatives. Besides my siblings and the other two beloved cousins.

There are few people I should thank them here for bring myself up to this stage.

First is "Ha". She's the one who had opened my mind and heart to make the decision and move forward. I can't beleive that, I can make the decision after an hour talking over the phone with her. She has been adviced me and make me see the future clearer. Though she is younger than me but I can't denied her thought and sincere opinion. Thanks Ha.

Second...abah. Thank you so much abah for beleiving in what I want in my life, for this time. I'm choosing a husband...my life partner and also your son-in-law. I believe that abah believes in what I see in abg. I also believe that he can count on him. I just can pray that I've made a best decision as well. InsyaAllah. Thanks abah.

Third...I want to thank Z. Thanks for the happiness for many great years. It just that we are not fated to be together. There's no looking back....bye Z. Many the happiness with you too. Thanks Z.

Fourth.... to all my family members....especially adik...who had be with me until this moment. To all my aunts and uncles..cousins far and near and to my circle of friends. Even some were not so happy to hear the news because of abg was the one they expected. ..anyway..thanks guys. And not to forget a couple of husband and wife for helping us get through this from the start till today and again for making this happen as well.

And...lastly...my million thanks to "abg". For wanting taking me as your wife. Without your efford this would not be happen. May Allah will always be with us.

And the ONE that I must thank is Allah the GREAT ...for allowed us to get through until to this day. And still...I will pray that Allah will make all the things get easier and easier till our end of lifes. Semoga Allah menguatkan lagi keimanan kami kepadaNya dan semoga Allag terus melimpahkan rahmatNya kepada kita semua. Amin

And as for today...I am so grateful that I think I've been sacrifice of many kind of things until at this age and soon...I beleive the happines will come. InsyaAllah.
Syukur Alhamdullillah.

Salam aidil adha to all. :)