I miss him

hello.

At time, when we wake up in the morning, sometimes, we missed someone for NO reason.

Just like I felt this morning. I woke up 5 minutes before 6 in this morning. And the moment I woke up from the great rest, its just abg in my mind. How great the God sent me that such feeling early in the morning before I start my day today. Thank you God.

I would confessed that was the thing that hinch me...I called it "missing". I do miss him this morning. I just laid down for another 10 minutes, wished that how nice if abg was with me, that time.

I've been promised to myself, not to think or dream so much about the life especially this mushy love story. I don't want to let myself been 'dreaming' again. But, there's nothing much to do, as long we're human. Nothing much ! I just give it back to HIM. Coz' I believe GOD knows better.

And again, as human, there's a thing we called 'fitrah"(nature) of people, sometimes, we just simply love to think about something that not to be think so much.

I just felt the presence of abg. Maybe he's getting close to me now. Yes, that would my pray for the last few months. It's just that sometimes, I've been thinking too, whether is that what I'm really want.

Abg might not be perfect. As the say goes by "When we love, it isn't because the person's perfect, it's because we learn to see an imperfect person perfectly." That what I thought about abg and me, recently.

Abg, I love you.