Me and Z
Hello.
It’s really quite a long time I did not write anything here. There are many things to write until I do not know where to start.
I should write the worst one first. I met Z last Friday. I don’t know what made me so crazy that until I made a phone called in the morning and asked him to come down and meet. And him, I don’t know for not think twice agreed with my suggestion.
We met at about 5.30 pm after I’ve been waiting for about 30 minutes. As usual I’ll wait at the station. I have to admit that due to the shortcoming on last Monday gave me real big impact.
As I waiting, two girls were waiting for the train to east cost. They wondered why I did not buy any tickets, instead sitting and keep waiting for something. Been friendlier, I told them that I coming to fetch someone.
Zack came with white shirt and his black bag. I know he got out earlier from the office. If not he’ll be late than 5.30 pm. I just give a smile once I past the two girls, once Z arrived. And I’m pretty sure they would understand by that time, for what I mean before.
We had dinner together. Nothing is interesting. Everything happened just like usual. We had a talk into so many things, except marriage things.
I’ve planned that I wanted to tell him about that I’m going to “settle down”. But until the last moment, I can’t open my mouth to tell about it. And I think he understand that I might be with someone right now, because we were not closed like before. I’m more reserved and quite alert. Not too intimate like before. Over all we had a good time.
But deep inside, I felt so GUILTY towards abg. And until today abg did not know about that.
It’s really quite a long time I did not write anything here. There are many things to write until I do not know where to start.
I should write the worst one first. I met Z last Friday. I don’t know what made me so crazy that until I made a phone called in the morning and asked him to come down and meet. And him, I don’t know for not think twice agreed with my suggestion.
We met at about 5.30 pm after I’ve been waiting for about 30 minutes. As usual I’ll wait at the station. I have to admit that due to the shortcoming on last Monday gave me real big impact.
As I waiting, two girls were waiting for the train to east cost. They wondered why I did not buy any tickets, instead sitting and keep waiting for something. Been friendlier, I told them that I coming to fetch someone.
Zack came with white shirt and his black bag. I know he got out earlier from the office. If not he’ll be late than 5.30 pm. I just give a smile once I past the two girls, once Z arrived. And I’m pretty sure they would understand by that time, for what I mean before.
We had dinner together. Nothing is interesting. Everything happened just like usual. We had a talk into so many things, except marriage things.
I’ve planned that I wanted to tell him about that I’m going to “settle down”. But until the last moment, I can’t open my mouth to tell about it. And I think he understand that I might be with someone right now, because we were not closed like before. I’m more reserved and quite alert. Not too intimate like before. Over all we had a good time.
But deep inside, I felt so GUILTY towards abg. And until today abg did not know about that.
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