Patience
Hello…
I’m not feeling well since Monday.
I had a regular check up yesterday. The result was not so good. I’m not happy with that and the doctor as well. I resisted him to increase my dose. Instead I promised to control my diet and do more exercises.
I felt so weak this early morning. I made up my mind not to go to work today. Called the boss and took one day leave.
Abg had made me upset.
I know he is getting busy right now on. They had a problem in one of their business. Abg had to do something after he had “let it go” for quite sometimes. Kakak unable to manage and now they faced a quite huge problem. I’ve told abg 5 months ago, not to let her do it by herself. But abg refused because he wanted to see how far that kakak can go alone without him. Now they got it. That was the big mistake abg made. The business is still okay, but it’s getting really slow.
Last night he was been to one lady’s house 10kms from here. I know that lady. But I’ve quite doubt about her. I have nothing to say when abg mentioned about her. I might have a wrong prediction. So I just let him do for what he wants to. I’m bit angry with him when he did not call me after the occasion. He only called once he got home. It was about 1.30am. He said that he was unable to make a call because there are few people with him and I know them. He sounds so fishy. Am I sounding jealous?
I should not feel this way towards him. He is doing something to bring back his business. That is his responsibility. I should not say anything. Not even to interfere.
I’ve seen that he was really busy lately. It was obviously compared two months ago. Well, people changed due to the situation.
Am I started to complain?
Anyway, I should know better where I should stand. He’s not mine yet and I’m not his either. I can’t ask more than I ever wanted. He got his responsibilities. And even I cannot take his time with his family. Especially at this moment.
So, I just have to be more patience. Not to depend on him but I have to put my expectation towards Allah. I strongly believe Allah know what best for us.
I’m not feeling well since Monday.
I had a regular check up yesterday. The result was not so good. I’m not happy with that and the doctor as well. I resisted him to increase my dose. Instead I promised to control my diet and do more exercises.
I felt so weak this early morning. I made up my mind not to go to work today. Called the boss and took one day leave.
Abg had made me upset.
I know he is getting busy right now on. They had a problem in one of their business. Abg had to do something after he had “let it go” for quite sometimes. Kakak unable to manage and now they faced a quite huge problem. I’ve told abg 5 months ago, not to let her do it by herself. But abg refused because he wanted to see how far that kakak can go alone without him. Now they got it. That was the big mistake abg made. The business is still okay, but it’s getting really slow.
Last night he was been to one lady’s house 10kms from here. I know that lady. But I’ve quite doubt about her. I have nothing to say when abg mentioned about her. I might have a wrong prediction. So I just let him do for what he wants to. I’m bit angry with him when he did not call me after the occasion. He only called once he got home. It was about 1.30am. He said that he was unable to make a call because there are few people with him and I know them. He sounds so fishy. Am I sounding jealous?
I should not feel this way towards him. He is doing something to bring back his business. That is his responsibility. I should not say anything. Not even to interfere.
I’ve seen that he was really busy lately. It was obviously compared two months ago. Well, people changed due to the situation.
Am I started to complain?
Anyway, I should know better where I should stand. He’s not mine yet and I’m not his either. I can’t ask more than I ever wanted. He got his responsibilities. And even I cannot take his time with his family. Especially at this moment.
So, I just have to be more patience. Not to depend on him but I have to put my expectation towards Allah. I strongly believe Allah know what best for us.
posted by cahaya at 9:19 AM
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