I lost at last....
Hello.
Quite a long time i did not write in my blog.
I lost at last yesterday. I rest my planned yesterday. I put a aside everything yesterday. I stopped my routine with abg yesterday. I lost. I choosed NOT TO BE....at last !!
Kakak had sms me yesterday. Everything she said was absolutely correct. I was wrong. Having a relationship with someone's husband is totaly wrong . Even we were only friends, but it's still wrong. Community won't accept this until the end. Even its allowed in my religion, but then its still seems taboo to many people.
Fight the thing like this is likes seems u did something nonsense. It won't be acceptable, instead people will say that I'm crazy.
For this time, I'll sacrifice once for all. Love will be anywhere when u feel it. Nno need to find, because its always with us. I wanna be in love again. I'll never give up towards God's faith. God knows best for us. Everytimes that something had changed in our life, we have to bear in our mind, its all by God.
To abg, I will remember you forever. You're the nicest man I've ever met in this world after my 34 years old of my life. Even I've heard so many bad things about you, but for me you're the best thing that I've ever had. It's just that the time is too short for us. I did this too because of you.
To kakak, I wish you the best as well. Have abg as a whole. I won't keep in touch with him anymore. I promised you that. You deserved him.
To Z, all the best and I wish you that you'll be always be happy with all those children, especially with the girl named Fatin ( that I'm very sure she might be cute and intelligent like you) and with "her" as well.
To whom, who may read my blog, I wish you all the best as well. Hope your life will full of happiness and lots, lots of lovessssssss.
Quite a long time i did not write in my blog.
I lost at last yesterday. I rest my planned yesterday. I put a aside everything yesterday. I stopped my routine with abg yesterday. I lost. I choosed NOT TO BE....at last !!
Kakak had sms me yesterday. Everything she said was absolutely correct. I was wrong. Having a relationship with someone's husband is totaly wrong . Even we were only friends, but it's still wrong. Community won't accept this until the end. Even its allowed in my religion, but then its still seems taboo to many people.
Fight the thing like this is likes seems u did something nonsense. It won't be acceptable, instead people will say that I'm crazy.
For this time, I'll sacrifice once for all. Love will be anywhere when u feel it. Nno need to find, because its always with us. I wanna be in love again. I'll never give up towards God's faith. God knows best for us. Everytimes that something had changed in our life, we have to bear in our mind, its all by God.
To abg, I will remember you forever. You're the nicest man I've ever met in this world after my 34 years old of my life. Even I've heard so many bad things about you, but for me you're the best thing that I've ever had. It's just that the time is too short for us. I did this too because of you.
To kakak, I wish you the best as well. Have abg as a whole. I won't keep in touch with him anymore. I promised you that. You deserved him.
To Z, all the best and I wish you that you'll be always be happy with all those children, especially with the girl named Fatin ( that I'm very sure she might be cute and intelligent like you) and with "her" as well.
To whom, who may read my blog, I wish you all the best as well. Hope your life will full of happiness and lots, lots of lovessssssss.
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