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Hi,

I’m not really feeling well today. I had my menses today. My irregular period problem really gives my hard time, sometimes.

I felt so weak and tied the whole day today. And I even forgot my afternoon meeting today. I went off home right after lunch time. I really need a rest. And I’m only realized that I had to attend one meeting at 2.30pm .

Abg also did not called me as usual. I’ve been waiting since 6p today but still no in coming call. Until at 10pm just now, he called me. He knows that I’m not feeling well, but he doesn’t know for what reason.

I’m still not open in the matter like this with him. Well, I did tell him some but not all of those health problems I’m still feel shy to tell him about sensitive things like that. Even, sometimes, I just felt that when we wanted to develop the relationship, so we have to be open and feel free to talk or discuss about it.

Maybe not for this time. I’m still being more careful than before. Not all the things I want to tell him, until the right time. Even sometimes, I just can’t help myself to tell and share all the problems. Especially when I had my PMS. I’m really felt down, but I can’t “manja” with him.

Well, I don’t know what to say. Suddenly I fell I want a hug, a big hug.

I need to lie down. Will be write again. : )