The Next Day..After Qurban
On the Wednesday, I was supposed to go to work. But I was not. I can’t get up from my bed. I was felt very dizzy. The dizziness was getting worst when I tried to get up from the bed. I even quite scared to go to the toilet. I knew it. “It’s coming”.
I knew it; my blood pressure must be at the high border that time. And I knew it; it must be due to the lack of rest for the past few days.
And that’s it. It was took me a week, to back to normal. I was on medical leave for 2 days. I can’t do heavy work and I was just laid down for the past 3 days until last Monday. And I even didn’t go outside for the rest 3 days.
Plus, I went to the clinic for 3 times and hospital twice. Even the doctor asked me to get warded just for get complete rest and to bring down the reading of my blood pressure.
I resist to his suggestion and prefer to rest in my house. And for that, I have to double up my dose of medication. And alhamdullillah, I’m getting better now. Under control. : )
Abg was with me through out the days. He taught me few verses of Quran during the time. It was really hard for me. It was quite a long time, I have not been in this situation. The last I had was in early 2003. Abg was so worried looking at my condition. I even can’t drive and almost “lost”. I felt so helpless. This is normal for me. I am the kind of very weak person.
I was not met abg since the Monday before raya. And it just today we have a chance to meet. And he was so surprised to see me so differently. I’ve lost 5 kg within one week. And of course I was still looked pale.
I missed him so much. Seeing him today, made myself very happy and grateful.
Deep inside, I felt very strong, that I can depend on him. I mean, I felt much safer with him. He was telling me not to think so much and so hard. Just take for what Allah prepared for us, he said. He had told me that for many times. And untik now, he’s still keep remind me of it. Because Allah knows what better for HIM and for us.
He might not be handsome. He might not be rich. But the knowledge that he got really make me like (love) him day by day. This might be the sacrife that I have to do for to make the life better, insyaAllah.
Ya Allah permudahkan lah segala urusan kami, kalau itu yang terbaik bagi diri kami, keluarga dan agama kami. Amin.
I knew it; my blood pressure must be at the high border that time. And I knew it; it must be due to the lack of rest for the past few days.
And that’s it. It was took me a week, to back to normal. I was on medical leave for 2 days. I can’t do heavy work and I was just laid down for the past 3 days until last Monday. And I even didn’t go outside for the rest 3 days.
Plus, I went to the clinic for 3 times and hospital twice. Even the doctor asked me to get warded just for get complete rest and to bring down the reading of my blood pressure.
I resist to his suggestion and prefer to rest in my house. And for that, I have to double up my dose of medication. And alhamdullillah, I’m getting better now. Under control. : )
Abg was with me through out the days. He taught me few verses of Quran during the time. It was really hard for me. It was quite a long time, I have not been in this situation. The last I had was in early 2003. Abg was so worried looking at my condition. I even can’t drive and almost “lost”. I felt so helpless. This is normal for me. I am the kind of very weak person.
I was not met abg since the Monday before raya. And it just today we have a chance to meet. And he was so surprised to see me so differently. I’ve lost 5 kg within one week. And of course I was still looked pale.
I missed him so much. Seeing him today, made myself very happy and grateful.
Deep inside, I felt very strong, that I can depend on him. I mean, I felt much safer with him. He was telling me not to think so much and so hard. Just take for what Allah prepared for us, he said. He had told me that for many times. And untik now, he’s still keep remind me of it. Because Allah knows what better for HIM and for us.
He might not be handsome. He might not be rich. But the knowledge that he got really make me like (love) him day by day. This might be the sacrife that I have to do for to make the life better, insyaAllah.
Ya Allah permudahkan lah segala urusan kami, kalau itu yang terbaik bagi diri kami, keluarga dan agama kami. Amin.
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