I Saw Him

Hi,

I saw him just now.I was at his place. He was looked so terrible. Messy with all the stink smell. He looked..so so...poor, yet so handsome to me. :)

I was planned (again), not to call or what ever think to do relate to him, but with the unplanned one, I was there 2 hours after I woke up this morning. And the best think is what you guess. I was planned not to make him see me, but once I past the bold uncle stall, the plastic container was fall upon me....and everybody was looking (smilling) at me , included him.

He was very happy, I guess. What a suprised visit..:)All the ladies there were looking at me, while one of them there was asking to me "what happen..dear?". Even I did not noticed whose voice was it, I was just reply jokingly, said " the box want to follow me". I know I've made a silly jokes...but what to do...I just want to "cover" my face...:) *malu.*

And after finished touring the place, I went back to him.Must see him, before i leave...that a must.I can't be so arrogant. I looked at his face,he's so reckless. Been there since 4am was hard for him, but what to do..life has to go on.

He gave me something to bring back, as usual when I go for visit him. I brought it back and called him once I'm home.

"sayang..I missed you" that was the first word I heard and argggghhhh...I begin to cair back. Hey, I've lost right? What's this? Am I trying to winning it back?

Want to be or not?????????

I don't want abggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg !! Please.