Saturday Then Came Sunday
Hello.
About the result, the case was not over yet.
Last Sunday, I met abg again. This time just two of us. I know completely why I’ve been acted like that.
I was in S last Saturday for one family gathering. There was a small ceremony organized by one of my aunt in her house. And due to that, she invited few close relatives that stayed around. And another surprised came up that day, when one of the long lost aunt came over that day too. She was my father’s third cousins. And another surprised came out later when she expressed her intention to come over to my place in this coming few days for “merisik”.
The news was spread instantly the moment she left the gate. (lol). Everybody there was made jokes on me soon they heard the news. We had a “great” joy with lots lots of laugh. That was my character. I won’t show my feeling especially when I’m sad or mad.
The potential guy was my cousin’s junior in…one boarding school in KL. He works somewhere in one of the oil company. I know he is a bright one…mean, got brain. Most of my aunts and cousins were really happy with that news and straightly agree and like the guy. But, anyway, who is going to marry this guy, me or them???
Well, for myself, I was shocked when my aunt told me about it. She said, he was saw me during one of the wedding that we had attended, last Chinese New Year somewhere in February. Well, not bad right? I thought people would not look at me anymore. I know that I’m getting old. People may look at girl that age 25 not 35 like me..hehehehhe.
I sms abg an hour after that. I told him I got a bad news. And he instantly called me. But I didn’t tell him shortly. I told him that I will tell him once I got home. And the fact is, at the same time, I am not sure I want to tell him or not. Even I don’t have any idea how to break the news.
I got home at 8pm. He called me another 5 minutes after that. I still can’t find any words how to tell him. Until minutes, later I just simply said, someone wanna come over to “merisik”. He just said “AllahuAkhbar”. I can hear his voice. He was quiet for few seconds. Then he continued said that he will accept whatever decision that I will make later.
Atually this is not the first time for me. I’ve gone through same situation three years back, when I’m with Z. For myself, I’m not felt nervous or anything else. Even I’ve told mama ya before I left S, that I will have no doubt to say NO, if they come. And I told abg the same thing, even though if I’m not with him right now, I’ll make the same decision.
I know, you might think that I’m look so arrogant or so confident.
But that is the reality. I know for what I want. Dida gave me some advises when she heard about it. She asked me to think carefully and many times. She said, this might be the right time for me. I know. I will make the istiharah prayer. I will look for Allah’s help. I know and I’m strongly believed that Allah will guide me.
And due to that, on Sunday, without a plan, I met abg again. This time was by my choice. I was the one who asked him out that day. I had a short nap that evening and moment I woke up at 6pm, I called him and we made the short plan.
I drove 30 minutes from here and we met at Bandar T. I parked his car there and he moved in to my car. Together we left to Bandar MT. I drove and he sat beside. It was about another one and a half hour journey. We prayed at the most popular mosque at that town. I’ve heard that mosque for many times because there is one most popular guru there and I’m very lucky that, that day I had an opportunity to perform my solat there.
Completed our solat, we continued for another half an hour journey to had our dinner. Been away out from town was really great. There was no people know us. We can talk and chat without looking around, to check whether there are people may know or recognize us.
We had talked into so many things. I can see his face very clearly. Because previously when I was with Dida, I can’t look at him all the times. And for the first time, I can see that he is a good looking man. He looked so sweet. I like his eyes and especially when he smiles. He’s not looked like in 50’s.
We got back home at 11pm. We reached here again at almost 11.30pm.
Nice date.
I had a bad day on Saturday, but I had the good one on Sunday. : )
I missed him now.
About the result, the case was not over yet.
Last Sunday, I met abg again. This time just two of us. I know completely why I’ve been acted like that.
I was in S last Saturday for one family gathering. There was a small ceremony organized by one of my aunt in her house. And due to that, she invited few close relatives that stayed around. And another surprised came up that day, when one of the long lost aunt came over that day too. She was my father’s third cousins. And another surprised came out later when she expressed her intention to come over to my place in this coming few days for “merisik”.
The news was spread instantly the moment she left the gate. (lol). Everybody there was made jokes on me soon they heard the news. We had a “great” joy with lots lots of laugh. That was my character. I won’t show my feeling especially when I’m sad or mad.
The potential guy was my cousin’s junior in…one boarding school in KL. He works somewhere in one of the oil company. I know he is a bright one…mean, got brain. Most of my aunts and cousins were really happy with that news and straightly agree and like the guy. But, anyway, who is going to marry this guy, me or them???
Well, for myself, I was shocked when my aunt told me about it. She said, he was saw me during one of the wedding that we had attended, last Chinese New Year somewhere in February. Well, not bad right? I thought people would not look at me anymore. I know that I’m getting old. People may look at girl that age 25 not 35 like me..hehehehhe.
I sms abg an hour after that. I told him I got a bad news. And he instantly called me. But I didn’t tell him shortly. I told him that I will tell him once I got home. And the fact is, at the same time, I am not sure I want to tell him or not. Even I don’t have any idea how to break the news.
I got home at 8pm. He called me another 5 minutes after that. I still can’t find any words how to tell him. Until minutes, later I just simply said, someone wanna come over to “merisik”. He just said “AllahuAkhbar”. I can hear his voice. He was quiet for few seconds. Then he continued said that he will accept whatever decision that I will make later.
Atually this is not the first time for me. I’ve gone through same situation three years back, when I’m with Z. For myself, I’m not felt nervous or anything else. Even I’ve told mama ya before I left S, that I will have no doubt to say NO, if they come. And I told abg the same thing, even though if I’m not with him right now, I’ll make the same decision.
I know, you might think that I’m look so arrogant or so confident.
But that is the reality. I know for what I want. Dida gave me some advises when she heard about it. She asked me to think carefully and many times. She said, this might be the right time for me. I know. I will make the istiharah prayer. I will look for Allah’s help. I know and I’m strongly believed that Allah will guide me.
And due to that, on Sunday, without a plan, I met abg again. This time was by my choice. I was the one who asked him out that day. I had a short nap that evening and moment I woke up at 6pm, I called him and we made the short plan.
I drove 30 minutes from here and we met at Bandar T. I parked his car there and he moved in to my car. Together we left to Bandar MT. I drove and he sat beside. It was about another one and a half hour journey. We prayed at the most popular mosque at that town. I’ve heard that mosque for many times because there is one most popular guru there and I’m very lucky that, that day I had an opportunity to perform my solat there.
Completed our solat, we continued for another half an hour journey to had our dinner. Been away out from town was really great. There was no people know us. We can talk and chat without looking around, to check whether there are people may know or recognize us.
We had talked into so many things. I can see his face very clearly. Because previously when I was with Dida, I can’t look at him all the times. And for the first time, I can see that he is a good looking man. He looked so sweet. I like his eyes and especially when he smiles. He’s not looked like in 50’s.
We got back home at 11pm. We reached here again at almost 11.30pm.
Nice date.
I had a bad day on Saturday, but I had the good one on Sunday. : )
I missed him now.
posted by cahaya at 7:15 PM
4 Comments:
Hi Sweetheart ,
Congratulations .... finally you are happy cos now you can choose ... which is the best ...Personally I would just say good communications between husband and wife ...
You can choose now dearie and choose for the best ...
Take care
hello anonymous,
thank you for ur support.
I think I've made the desicion.
:)I must keep in my heart that whoever I choose he will be the best for me no matter what, because I choose for that.
The rest after that will follow. We never know the future..right?
God Bless.
Hi Sweetheart ,
I am suprise that our age are about the same ....
Nice if we could actually communicate via other channel maybe email
I am happy for you dearie ...
Just to let you know I will be 33 this year :)
and still strugling for the best ...
and i guess my children are the best that I have ..and that is all
dear,
you are much lucky than me.
grateful for what you have right now.
Anyway, I'm older than you dear :)
But I bet you have more experience than me.
ok..here my email. cahaya_cahaya35@yahoo.com
maybe we can chat via the messenger, if possible next time.
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