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hi.

I saw abg today. He looked so thin. He got fever lately, especially during the night time. His meal time was totally not on time anymore. There was no proper lunch even the breakfast. I’ve told him to looked over his meal, but he never listen. He had used double energy to do all the works, through out the day, but he never has a complete nutrition to replace it. He complaint that he felt so weak, especially in the late evening.

He complaint that he felt “warm” at his back, since last Monday at almost every evening. Well, he might want to tell me something “wee wee”. But I told him not to think negative. Be think positive. I know his not the kind of man that believes in that “mystery” thing.

Even he had told me last week, that since he got back home, kakak always got back late at night. Even at one day, she only at home at 2am.

Yesterday, I’ve told him not to just sit and see for what happen in front him. I’ve remind him to “advice” kakak, when needed about her responsibility. He cannot let kakak do for what ever she wants to do. A wife is still a wife till the thing settle down. She cannot protest in this kind of way.

Well, until today, sometimes, myself got mad at the situation. She did wrong towards her husband. Even she hates for what her husband doing right now, anyhow, she got NO right to say anything.

I’m reminding myself as well. I got no right as well, if in the future, if he wants to get marry another one. I might sound arrogant here, but that is the reality.

Am I sounding mad?

Well, I got feeling as well. I felt so sorry for kakak. I know she suffered so much, for so long. But she cannot act like this. She should know better than me. Is she wants to defense her marriage she got to make an effort for it. But for what I’ve seen lately, she is really wants the divorce to happen. She really wants to live separately with abg, forever.