Hello..Is It Me You Looking For?
hi..
First of all I want to thanks Zita and sakura for coming and spend their time reading my blog.
I was touched when I got the message from Zita. I hope you are doing well now. I'm sorry for not being with you when you were down. Be strong zita, insyaAllah everything will be back to normal.
I was thinking as well, everytime I finish read those comments from them. Both sakura dan zita were very supportive. I can't imagine if I'm sharing this my experience out there, I don't think people will support me. Otherwise they might say that I've been fooled.
Thank you pals.
I received a phone call today ...in my workplace!
I went back early. Something is bothering me. I never give my office number to anyone as far as I'm concern. And I did not apply any credit card or loan or member for any club or association recently. But there was a call.
What was bother me is, who is the caller. Because at the moment I took the phone the line was cut off. The clerk said, there was a man with soft voice wanted to talk to me. He mentioned my name correctly. So that she called me. (I was outside by that time). It only took 3 minutes and the line was cut off. It was really puzzled me. But initially, I have "someone" in my mind, once I put down the phone.
Anyway, I don't want to think about that seriously. My colleague (there's one quite close to me)know about Z and me. Even she thought him once she picked up the phone. Let I named her KM. KM knows about me and Z but not in details. She's the only one that I can talk and share in my workplace. Since she's much older than me and with her motherly way of thinking, I'm quite comfortable with her.
Well, if I'm not looking for him, he will looking back for me. I hope I'm much much stronger this time. I have to be strict to my desicion that I've made.
Besides, since I got the call just now (even I don't know whom is calling) , it remind me to something. IF..i said..IF...If Z called me..what did he want from me?
Did he missed me? Or just want to make sure that I'm still alive. I know he might get worried after sometimes I've did not sms or called him. Because most of the time, when we were fight, it would only took a week. After that, I'm always the one who started to call him back. Because he had know that I can't keep silent not longer than a week.
I know his office contact number. Even at time, I was really can't help myself from dialing the number. Even it was just only to say "hi" or ask his condition, since I know that he is not in good health lately. But I hold it back. I cannot do that. I MUST not do that. And I hope that he does not come back, as well.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
First of all I want to thanks Zita and sakura for coming and spend their time reading my blog.
I was touched when I got the message from Zita. I hope you are doing well now. I'm sorry for not being with you when you were down. Be strong zita, insyaAllah everything will be back to normal.
I was thinking as well, everytime I finish read those comments from them. Both sakura dan zita were very supportive. I can't imagine if I'm sharing this my experience out there, I don't think people will support me. Otherwise they might say that I've been fooled.
Thank you pals.
I received a phone call today ...in my workplace!
I went back early. Something is bothering me. I never give my office number to anyone as far as I'm concern. And I did not apply any credit card or loan or member for any club or association recently. But there was a call.
What was bother me is, who is the caller. Because at the moment I took the phone the line was cut off. The clerk said, there was a man with soft voice wanted to talk to me. He mentioned my name correctly. So that she called me. (I was outside by that time). It only took 3 minutes and the line was cut off. It was really puzzled me. But initially, I have "someone" in my mind, once I put down the phone.
Anyway, I don't want to think about that seriously. My colleague (there's one quite close to me)know about Z and me. Even she thought him once she picked up the phone. Let I named her KM. KM knows about me and Z but not in details. She's the only one that I can talk and share in my workplace. Since she's much older than me and with her motherly way of thinking, I'm quite comfortable with her.
Well, if I'm not looking for him, he will looking back for me. I hope I'm much much stronger this time. I have to be strict to my desicion that I've made.
Besides, since I got the call just now (even I don't know whom is calling) , it remind me to something. IF..i said..IF...If Z called me..what did he want from me?
Did he missed me? Or just want to make sure that I'm still alive. I know he might get worried after sometimes I've did not sms or called him. Because most of the time, when we were fight, it would only took a week. After that, I'm always the one who started to call him back. Because he had know that I can't keep silent not longer than a week.
I know his office contact number. Even at time, I was really can't help myself from dialing the number. Even it was just only to say "hi" or ask his condition, since I know that he is not in good health lately. But I hold it back. I cannot do that. I MUST not do that. And I hope that he does not come back, as well.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
posted by cahaya at 4:12 PM
3 Comments:
sometimes they can be soooo desperate that they can actually look for ur office number... if they call u again try to cut the conversation short...the more you talk to them the painful it's going to be.(that is of course, if u really going to dump them...)..Just tell the person (whoever he is) that u are busy and put down the phone as fast as u can..and never....never..and never call back!!! u need to show them who's the boss now!
--sakura--
Hahaha some people can be somehow hmmmmmmmm
And if the someone is Z .... be STRONG
You go girl ....
ZITA
hi power puff girllllsssss..
thank you..thank you.
InsyaAllah, I'm still strong.
Great sakura, I'm the boss..hehehe
thanks zita. I'll. I'll try my best.
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