As Time Goes By....
Hi,
Well, as the time goes by, I am very suprise today that I got one comment from nett.nadia. I never thought that I want to share this with anyone, and I did not bother if people alla around this virtual world would find and read my blog.:) It's an honor to me.
I started my blog in September. I was inspired after I read various blogs on the net. I got few friends who have blogs too, but I never tried to have mine. It's just happened after August, that I just simply want to have one.... I just want to start it as just like write my own diary. That what was people did, as I saw in blogs world. At started I just want it for my eyes reading only. It's seems the place that I want to write for what ever I want and felt at that time. It's something a place to express the feeling, which sometimes, I can't do it or express it in real.
Sometimes, for me, writing a blog is like a therapy. Maybe it won't 100%, but here, we always wrote what we thought, honestly. Almost..i guess. This goes for myself as well. When I started with abg, I don't have that many people to know about this, even I've been kept the secret from my very best friend. So, blog..(is)was the best way, for me,to express my feeling (sadness and happiness) until nowadays.
I wrote, and wrote and wrote. And I'll keep write. And reading all the previous posting was the most thing I did, during m free time. From there, I can watched how the progress. If I did not make any notes, then how can I see..right?
Everything that we experienced in our daily life, will stay as a history. There's a said " learn through the past". For me, to make sure that I really learnt from it, make a note on it will make it better. I might not be wise like other. I might be a slow learner, I might be weaker than other, so I have to write on it, in order to remind me. And again, I am only human, still make a mistake once a while, here and there. Even, sometimes, I did not learn from the past.
Especially for what I'm facing and having right now. As nadia said, "i respect your decision, tp u really hv to know what u r stepping into." I am pretty sure for what I've did and will do in my future. Poligamy is normal for me. Maybe many people don't agree with me, but I am very sure of myself. Doing something that "abnormal" to some people, is really hard to accept by all. But what else that I can say, because most of us have been set our minds on this matter. So, sometimes, I will just like to keep my mouth shut, when come to this matter.Because at one time, there's no point to argue. I would rather to keep quite than hurt someone's feeling.
Even, it never came across my mind to be a second wife to someone. But, I beleive all these were came from Allah. What God give, I'll take, cos I beleive what is best for him is best for me. InsyaAllah.
It is a long way for everybody to discover what God had planned for us. Just be grateful for the nikmatNYA and be patience for the dugaan and ujianNYA.
:)
Well, as the time goes by, I am very suprise today that I got one comment from nett.nadia. I never thought that I want to share this with anyone, and I did not bother if people alla around this virtual world would find and read my blog.:) It's an honor to me.
I started my blog in September. I was inspired after I read various blogs on the net. I got few friends who have blogs too, but I never tried to have mine. It's just happened after August, that I just simply want to have one.... I just want to start it as just like write my own diary. That what was people did, as I saw in blogs world. At started I just want it for my eyes reading only. It's seems the place that I want to write for what ever I want and felt at that time. It's something a place to express the feeling, which sometimes, I can't do it or express it in real.
Sometimes, for me, writing a blog is like a therapy. Maybe it won't 100%, but here, we always wrote what we thought, honestly. Almost..i guess. This goes for myself as well. When I started with abg, I don't have that many people to know about this, even I've been kept the secret from my very best friend. So, blog..(is)was the best way, for me,to express my feeling (sadness and happiness) until nowadays.
I wrote, and wrote and wrote. And I'll keep write. And reading all the previous posting was the most thing I did, during m free time. From there, I can watched how the progress. If I did not make any notes, then how can I see..right?
Everything that we experienced in our daily life, will stay as a history. There's a said " learn through the past". For me, to make sure that I really learnt from it, make a note on it will make it better. I might not be wise like other. I might be a slow learner, I might be weaker than other, so I have to write on it, in order to remind me. And again, I am only human, still make a mistake once a while, here and there. Even, sometimes, I did not learn from the past.
Especially for what I'm facing and having right now. As nadia said, "i respect your decision, tp u really hv to know what u r stepping into." I am pretty sure for what I've did and will do in my future. Poligamy is normal for me. Maybe many people don't agree with me, but I am very sure of myself. Doing something that "abnormal" to some people, is really hard to accept by all. But what else that I can say, because most of us have been set our minds on this matter. So, sometimes, I will just like to keep my mouth shut, when come to this matter.Because at one time, there's no point to argue. I would rather to keep quite than hurt someone's feeling.
Even, it never came across my mind to be a second wife to someone. But, I beleive all these were came from Allah. What God give, I'll take, cos I beleive what is best for him is best for me. InsyaAllah.
It is a long way for everybody to discover what God had planned for us. Just be grateful for the nikmatNYA and be patience for the dugaan and ujianNYA.
:)
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