I'm grateful for What I Have right Now
Hi,
What a nice sunday for me today.
I woke up this early morning with a such beautiful feeling.
I'm really grateful for what I'm having right now.
Sometimes, when we looking back, no doubt, there are so many things that make us angry, frust or unsatisfied. We human will never satisfied for what we had. "kita tidak akan pernah merasa puas"
But, ask yourself...until when? When will we feel that we have satisfied for what we had. Enough. Beleive me, it won't come, unless if that human had stop to look into this world and start to look forward into his life in the another world, life after this, the permanent one. Which we called "kampung yang kekal".
If we know and have a strong beleive that this world is only a "playground" and would not be stay forever, I think many people will turn to be as good as they can. They will let go for the things that they like/love most for another. They will share into everything without fuss. There will be less complain and will be ever satisfied for what they achieved. There will be no stingy people unless all will be very generous and most of all, this world will full with a warm hearted people around. People would live in full of love, care and understand each other. That would be nice, right? Unfortunately, we did not think in that way. Because many of us forgot that the life after this is much meaningful actually. We forgot that we have to move into another life which is will be forever and stay forever !
I had a talk with abg last night. He was been away for last 3 days. There's something turn up and eveything seems changed now. I think abg had made up his mind to do something that he wanted to do before, but he never has a strong to do so. But now,it's just a time, that he got to do, no matter what. I tried to give some advices, but I think he knows what is best for him and the whole. I just can remind him, not to overact. Remind him of his responsibilities. Because I beleive, we as a human, sometimes, we tend to forgot. And we have to admit that sometimes, we got to listen to others. It't just when we come to the end, only us will decide what is the best for us, coz, only we know.
I think, by the time now, I learn more abt abg. I'm getting much closer to him now. Even, each time, I'm always bear in my mind, not to do the same thing as before. Not to give as much as before. Not to be as open as before. Not to share as much as before. I;ve been promised to myself, not to repeat the same mistake for what I had experienced for the last 8 years before. The past would be a guideline for me. Emmmm..but still, I'm only human. Day by day, 'it' (the feeling, love, passion..everything) grows.
Abg as well, he know me much better than 6 months ago. Abg and me had a very big different world. The way we brought up, the education background, the lifestyle, the way we think, the way we manage our life, our profession , hobbies, our need...I guess, we were bit different. I told abg that sometimes, I'm bit scared if he and I cannot get along. And abg was just simply said, as we wanted the same thing (read: live together) that would be good enough, because everything will follow and will get adjusted. That is the reason why I love him. He has the confident, which I think is important in order to make me feel safe whenever I am with him, later. I want to be protected by my beloved husband. I want to be love, care..forever. I want to live happily. Want to spread my love for him and for all at once.
I'm so grateful for what Allah brought to me. I am very grateful to HIM for what I have right now. I wish that everything will be on the right track. Wish the time will come. Wish everybody will bless and happy for us as well. Ameen.
What a nice sunday for me today.
I woke up this early morning with a such beautiful feeling.
I'm really grateful for what I'm having right now.
Sometimes, when we looking back, no doubt, there are so many things that make us angry, frust or unsatisfied. We human will never satisfied for what we had. "kita tidak akan pernah merasa puas"
But, ask yourself...until when? When will we feel that we have satisfied for what we had. Enough. Beleive me, it won't come, unless if that human had stop to look into this world and start to look forward into his life in the another world, life after this, the permanent one. Which we called "kampung yang kekal".
If we know and have a strong beleive that this world is only a "playground" and would not be stay forever, I think many people will turn to be as good as they can. They will let go for the things that they like/love most for another. They will share into everything without fuss. There will be less complain and will be ever satisfied for what they achieved. There will be no stingy people unless all will be very generous and most of all, this world will full with a warm hearted people around. People would live in full of love, care and understand each other. That would be nice, right? Unfortunately, we did not think in that way. Because many of us forgot that the life after this is much meaningful actually. We forgot that we have to move into another life which is will be forever and stay forever !
I had a talk with abg last night. He was been away for last 3 days. There's something turn up and eveything seems changed now. I think abg had made up his mind to do something that he wanted to do before, but he never has a strong to do so. But now,it's just a time, that he got to do, no matter what. I tried to give some advices, but I think he knows what is best for him and the whole. I just can remind him, not to overact. Remind him of his responsibilities. Because I beleive, we as a human, sometimes, we tend to forgot. And we have to admit that sometimes, we got to listen to others. It't just when we come to the end, only us will decide what is the best for us, coz, only we know.
I think, by the time now, I learn more abt abg. I'm getting much closer to him now. Even, each time, I'm always bear in my mind, not to do the same thing as before. Not to give as much as before. Not to be as open as before. Not to share as much as before. I;ve been promised to myself, not to repeat the same mistake for what I had experienced for the last 8 years before. The past would be a guideline for me. Emmmm..but still, I'm only human. Day by day, 'it' (the feeling, love, passion..everything) grows.
Abg as well, he know me much better than 6 months ago. Abg and me had a very big different world. The way we brought up, the education background, the lifestyle, the way we think, the way we manage our life, our profession , hobbies, our need...I guess, we were bit different. I told abg that sometimes, I'm bit scared if he and I cannot get along. And abg was just simply said, as we wanted the same thing (read: live together) that would be good enough, because everything will follow and will get adjusted. That is the reason why I love him. He has the confident, which I think is important in order to make me feel safe whenever I am with him, later. I want to be protected by my beloved husband. I want to be love, care..forever. I want to live happily. Want to spread my love for him and for all at once.
I'm so grateful for what Allah brought to me. I am very grateful to HIM for what I have right now. I wish that everything will be on the right track. Wish the time will come. Wish everybody will bless and happy for us as well. Ameen.
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